Moon lit sky feels cool upon my skin as I walk to my favorite tree with my swing. My thinking spot. Tonight it is calling to my soul to sit for awhile. Pounder on things for a bit. So I go.

The grass crisp cool and dewy as my footsteps take me closer and closer to my favorite spot. As I sit quietly the birds fly to and from the branches. Their chirps in song have a relaxing rhythm. .

Butterflies fill my belly as I kick my feet to and from making the swing go higher and higher. I smile and lean far back with my head as the motion carries me to and from. My feet look towards the silver bright moon. I could just jump right off the swing and land smack dab in the center of Luna. She would catch me too. I can feel Luna with me as I swing higher and higher. Smiling so big as my soul feels free.

I slow down my swinging on the swing. A sweet little bird perched itself on my finger. Then it flew away after singing its sweet song to me. The crickets chirping and frogs jumping under the bright night sky.

I got lost in the magic of the moon light. Nothing really mattered in these moments. I felt so peaceful deep in my soul. Didn’t matter that my life was falling apart at the seams. That I was lost in the thick darkness deep within on a daily basis. All that mattered was here and now. My soul felt luna filling me up with her magical light. I am yours Luna. I am yours. Thank you Luna. Thank you for loving me.

As if Luna really heard me, I felt dew on my check like a magical kiss sent from above.

‘You are a moon child little one.’

Was impressed upon my heart center of inner knowing.

Tears streaked down my cheeks. For at that moment I was whole once again. Reminded of who I am. The universal life magic that is my heart center is always within me.

I flung my arms out wide as I jumped off the swing and danced under the moonlight. I sang loud the words my soul remembered. High yahh ah yahhh….. Ommmmmmmm high yahh ah yahh…. ommmmmmm….. La ya ya La ya ya… Ommmm… Mu Wahhh Ahaaaa Shahhhh ommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm Amennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

With arms high above head reaching out for luna, I danced. The black birds danced in the sky with me. For just that moment we were one with all.

~Blessed Be So Mote It Be. Amen Amen Amen~

Just a reminder for those souls out there who stumble upon this when needed most. You are not alone ever. Just because you can’t see, doesn’t mean they are not with you. Divine is always watching, listening and loving you. Seek deep within to find your light. Connect to source in all different beautiful ways life gives to you. Only you know your true destiny. To unlock it you must clear your mind and heart to reach your soul. This leads you to your higher self.

You are amazing as you are. You can always advance to higher levels by living. Re read that. Its means do not let life just pass you by. Follow your hopes and dreams. Love to the fullest. Dance under the night sky. Sing and create until your heart is content. Pay no mind to those who judge as they pass you by. Love being you in all the moments you experience life. ❤ Love to your soul from mine. ❤

Rev. Amy Ruth Emam

After a year in a half of being super careful so not to get the COVID-19 virus, I recently found out that I have it. How I found out was at work. We are tested weekly. I was sent home and isolating I am. For me it started out after a fit test for N95 mask was done on me. The Bitrex they spray in the head gear inflamed my lungs and kicked my asthma attacks up roaring their ugly heads. Two days later I go into work and ask to be tested since I missed it Thursday and Friday. Next thing you know I am being told I have to leave. That I am positive. The process is something. It feels like a really bad cold. The fit test didn’t give me covid 19. I just need to make this clear after revisiting and reading what I wrote. I see how it might seem like I was implying just that. People around me have what seem to be simple colds. I could have picked it up anywhere. Just after the fit test is when I started to really get sick.

I am resting. I have slept a lot. I have drank lots of orange juice. Thankful for my baby sister who bought me two jugs of orange juice because she knows how I am when I am sick. Even with my son and my siblings – Always drink your orange juice when you are trying to heal your body. The vitamin c in helps your immunity system. Allergy medication also helps dry up any runny drainage from going into the lungs. Helps dry up any extra mucus so you can breathe better. Sleep. Lots of it.

I also for myself healing and to help keep lungs strong and clear Ommm when I feel drawn to do so. Helps clear the mind as well.

I have figured it was just a matter of time before I got covid. Up to recently I was good.

I’ve been just laying here in the tiny room I rent from a generous loving family member. Pondering on what’s next?

Ommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm