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Today love is in my thoughts and weighing on soul. The human heart is so resilient and forgiving. Most of us spiritual beings living a human experience beg to be loved from someone from the moment we enter the earth realm. Why is that? The answer my guides tell me is: ‘Home is pure love. When you are away from home, you crave what you once had.’

This means that the moment we breathe our first breath of earthly air into our lungs until the last breath taken, we are searching and craving a love we will never truly experience until we return home again.

Deep Sigh….

Self love is the closest thing we will ever get to the divine love & light we feel while home in our spiritual form. Well- it starts with self love & grows from there. You love creator when you love self and then you wish to share that love & light with every soul you encounter. Shining as bright as you can.

Fellow soul brothers and sisters please feel peace as you read this. For it is apart of the journey finding your way to self love and acceptance. One moment at a time. It starts with respecting who you are as a soul living this chosen life theme, soul group and learning the lessons you came to earth to learn. You may feel lost at this moment or stuck. Not vibing well with how life is right now. You can change this. “How?”, you ask. Take a moment to ask yourself what you want this life time? Where do you wish to be? What is your dream? If nothing comes when you ask this reach out to your higher self, your spiritual guides and always our loving creator who smiles when you seek counseling as you journey.

This message started with my desire for true love. Being envious of other’s who seem to have the love I wish I could find as my soul calls out to my twin flame. ‘Where are you? When will we meet up? This isn’t fair. I hate being alone here. We promised we would find each other here. So where are you?’ Then I ponder on the what ifs. What if my twin flame ended his contract too soon and got shipped off to a different soul group and will take many life cycles to circle back to me? Ugh, that would suck!!! Or what if I did that to him last life time or the one before that? 🤔

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Feel me?

Then when I come back to center self, I close my eyes and take a breath & release slowly. I send my energy out to meet his. I can feel him not knowing exactly who he is this life time on earth. I know if I found him he wouldn’t just let me go like all the one’s I tried loving have this life time. I still have hope. No matter where he is or what he is doing I send him love, peace, hope, joy and the protection of the mighty angels from home. I whisper, “You are not alone. I am here. I am working on being the best me until we meet again. Love your twin flame.”

Transition makes a soul stop and think about life on a deeper level. This date 8-6 has meaning for me. As many of you I am sure have dates that just stay for what ever reason that is your own. This date reps love for me. The desire of heated passions and wishes of deep love wanted. Along with a unfinished feeling being felt lingering into saDdneSs of not being good enough for these things desired.

Intuitive sense brings me back to self love and betterment for higher self along the earth journey. Whispers from my guide Krystal softly echo in minds eye- When its meant to be it will be. He will be with you soon Amy.

I naturally roll my eyes at her. 😂

If you too are feeling this way right now, trust me when I say you are not alone. Love on earth is grand and yet the most horrible thing at times to endure. There are so many levels of love to explore while human. You should see our life charts. It’s insane how we map out the self torture just to advance our souls. I just don’t get why I chose the theme to give my whole heart every time and they get to walk away like I am nothing at all. Why was my soul okay with this? As I typed that just now, my guide was chirping ‘Amy- don’t write that! You can choose who you allow to walk in n out and how much you allow one to take or give. That’s part of the human experience and learning.’

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Geez!

Being open to the guides you chose to watch over you can be helpful but can also be frustrating at the same time. May you experience this at some point along this journey. 😁

May your bleeding heart find peace as hope grows like a thorny wild 🌹 rose.

Many blessings to you. Nameste.