Being an Empath is not easy. Don’t ever allow someone to make you feel non normal or crazy when you open up about feeling emotions and energy not your own. It is very real. With so much going on in the world, you almost have to unplug from the world for a moment to re-center & regroup.

Personally, the sadness is overwhelming with the loss of Kobe Bryant and his Daughter Gigi and the others who were in the helicopter that crashed this week. Feeling the emotions of millions who grieve this moment in history, is almost to much. Not only feeling my own sadness, feeling every single person on earth morning. Not being able to sleep has me drained. I know I am not the only one.

The world has so much going on at any given time. Sometimes as an empath you tap into a situation you don’t ask to be tapped into. You read an article or see a new clip and your energy links to it and you feel things NORMAL people would never understand. Some empaths do not understand because they are unaware that they are emapths.

Empaths: What Does it Mean to Be an Empath?

https://lesley.edu/article/the-psychology-of-emotional-and-cognitive-empathy

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Amy Ruth Emam.

The one constant in life is music. Be it nature’s natural rhythmic sounds or man made, there’s always sound to listen too. At least for me. I’m sure there are other’s like myself who can make any sound mean something in song and music. Like listening to machines work in their grinding and ticking rhythmic thumps. Heart beating as you walk to the sounds around you daily.

Then you have your fellow humans who love to create music that lifts and moves your soul. Music to match your moods. Music that clears energy fields and helps you meditate.

Sound heals & Sound can harm as well if used the wrong way. Like the sonic sound waves used by some governments in experimental data research. The sound waves so strong it makes one’s ears & noses bleed.

Isn’t that the way of life? You have good and its so amazingly heavenly good. Then you slim balls evil wicked. When its bad, it’s bad.

The the point of this is the beauty of sound in all its magic and forms.

What sound soothes you?

Where do I begin here? Let’s start with divine is amazing and all loving.

Creator, under what ever name you choose to call Him\Her; I say Father\Mother God\Goddess is All knowing, All Powerful & the I AM! Humans are made in the image of God the Alpha and the Omega.

How often do you actually communicate with creator? Just when things are rough or do you daily have a conversation expressing gratitude, thankfulness, your worries of the day, wishes for the day and the near future? Do you argue with him\her? Express love?

With my experience over the years I have had many chances to develop a strong relationship with creator.
As I have stated in other blogs I have always been aware of God’s presence in my life. I didn’t talk to him then as much as I do now. He has never left my side. I don’t talk to Mother God as much as I do Father God. As I write that I feel a sadness wash over me. I will work on THIS! Mother God is swift with her sword to sweep in and remove obstacles in one’s way. She is the moving counterpart where Father God is non movement. He is just all around and in but can not move or be in one place as a being. He is nature- Air, Earth, Wind and Fire. He is Energy and Sound. She is a Goddess with Beauty of all creation. She is all loving. Together they create what is. Yes What IS!

When I found out I was pregnant with my son at age 19, I was alone aside from some really great college friends who became like my family. My sons father went back home for his externship. My family was a hour away. I had no money, no job. I was barely passing but did pass and got into a nice travel agency. I passed and graduated 3 days before my son was born. My mom and my step dad took my son and myself in for a year before we had our own place.  I wouldn’t have made it through some of the moments with out the people placed in my life or God by my side.

Fast forward skipping many years of hardship and turning to God to the present. Every new chapter has a lesson. As well as a new story. Not easy. 6 months ago I had to find a new place to live. The place I stayed had no gas due to the gas line pipes needing fixed in the basement, said the gas company. Soon no electric because the bill was out standing and to high to get caught up on. My brother who was my roommate at the time decided he didn’t want a place together once we moved out. I won’t touch that subject. I just wish him happiness. All this led up to where I am now. God led me to the very nice apartment that I am in now. I didn’t have enough money to cover car payment and everything else on top of that. Rent and phone bill and car insurance. My pay was gone. Barely even enough for food.

Dec. 21st, 2020 my car was repossessed from me. Beginning of this journey. I have no way to what was my full time job. It was a 25 minute drive to and from every day. No one close here in this town to depend on. I’m on my own. I feel a center of peace. I know God has me here. I was so close to getting a job at a psychic network company. I would work from home. Pay would be great. I had my intentions set! It was mine. Man was that harsh let down. I just knew God wanted me there. I was going to help so many people. I couldn’t help but let the hot tears release and flow down my cheeks. I actually Yelled up at God! Told him how could he do that to me? I asked for it to be mine! As I tried to shut him out he told me he has me. I fell asleep in tears. I woke up believing that ‘Okay, that is fine. I might have had to conform to how they did things. That’s not what I am supposed to be doing.’
I started creating images and blogging more the thoughts and feelings I’ve have been inspired to feel. As I job search and fill out online apps and write and surf web I find out of no where a college advertisement stating that women are needed in the psychology field. I felt this push or pull to go ahead click it. I did and the school called me. I am now signed up to take a course that at the end of it I will have a bachelors degree and work in forensic psychology field, At a Christian college non the less! 😯 Yes that’s how I feel as well. God is amazing. I will get my
bachelors degree then my master’s and then my PhD. That’s the plan.

My journey isn’t over. I know this. I will keep going. I will continue to have conversations with God and start more often speaking to Mother God as well. I know she’s there standing watching and sending love.

Life isn’t easy and often times not fair at all. We signed up for this college course. We will succeed in the advancement of our souls.

Love & Light

Blessed Be So Mote It Be
AMEN AMEN AMEN

Amy Ruth Emam

The magical mysteries of under the sea brings us tails of beautiful magical or some times creepy and deadly creatures. The Mer-People. Half human upper body and half fish lower body tails. The people ruled by Majestic Sea Kings. Nine Sea Kingdoms each ruled by wise Sea Kings.

Oh how I love the magic of these mystical mythical people. The stories you can get whisked away in. Have you ever thought about if they are real or not?

When things happen in life we tend to deal with it or not. Pushing it down and to the side so you just forget about it- is what must of us do. Holding on to negative thoughts, feelings and emotions from life experiences keeps our energy heavy. We have to release it to be lighter. Clear our energy spots-Chakras, so that our own body’s energy will flow more evenly with out blockages.

“How do I do this?”, You might be thinking right now. There are several ways to do this throughout your daily life. There’s no reason to be heavy with negativity. As we come in contact with other people, technology and our very own thoughts & emotions we start to feel it. So, if you take 3 deep breathes in and slowly exhale as little as once a day, you are mediating that negative energy away. Yes, that’s all it takes to start the process. Three breathes in n out slowly. Clearing your thoughts. Other things would be grounding yourself by taking your shoes off and feeling the earth beneath you. If a tree is near by connect with it. Giving your love to nature only allows the opportunity for nature to connect with you and love you back. The exchange of energy eliminates your negative energy as nature loves you back. You instantly feel peace in your life spark. If you start to ever feel an over abundance of energy you can do this same thing with connecting to nature or taking your three deep breathes. Another thing is a bath or shower. Some people have to learn what their conduit is or power source for opening quickly to energy. For some it’s water, other’s fire, earth or air. Yes the elements do aide us in energy exchange as needed. We are made of water and electricity as humans. What we eat, drink, do, listen to and think all affects our energy.

The next step in clearing your energy field would be to find the modality that fits with you. There are many you can try to see what feels like the best fit for you. Reiki, Crystal Reiki, Angelic Sound Balancing, Yoga, Advanced Angelic Healing, Life Progressions- Current and Past lives, Meditations, Color Therapy, EFT\TFT Tapping Therapy to name a few and there is so much more in the holistic field. Acupuncture, Acupressure, Indian head massage and Herbalism. Aromatherapy is an easy modality that you can start for just yourself and everyone around you. When you start learning about essence oils and herbals you are taken away to another realm of magic that tantalizes your senses. It’s fun finding which sent fit you or heals your soul. My favorite is Sweet Lemon Grass. Just lifts my spirits as soon as it wafts in the air around me. I rub it on my hands and place it on key pressure points. I feel happy once I do.

I hope when you’re ready to let go of the negative heavy energies that you gather daily and are wishing to feel lighter and more at peace with self you will find your modalities that fit with you and your life.

Namaste.

Blessed Be So Mote It Be

AMEN AMEN AMEN

So, a friend called me their conduit few days ago. I didn’t question it until tonight while just sitting here. What is a conduit? All my life I have been a open channel for divine wisdom love & light. A natural empath and healer. Of course I didn’t understand any of it when I was a kid. I damn sure didn’t know that not everyone was like me when I was young. I’d say at about seven years old I started questioning everyone around me and the religious beliefs I learned as a baptist child of God in small town Pennsylvania. I accepted Jesus at the age of 6 but I always had him. He always has me. I love God and Jesus. Never doubt this fact. I don’t care for religious beliefs and rules on how to love Creator or how you get there to feel Creators love.

Here’s Wikipedia’s explanation of what a conduit is:

A conduit, in esoterism, and spiritual discourse, is a specific object, person, location, or process (such as engaging in a séance or entering a trance, or using psychedelic medicines) which allows a person to connect or communicate with a spiritual realm, metaphysical energy, or spiritual entity, or vice versa. The use of such a conduit may be entirely metaphoric or symbolic, or it may be earnestly believed to be functional.

In Shinto, the public shrine is a building or place that functions as a conduit for kami (神, “spiritual essence”, commonly translated as god or spirit). In Yoruba culture, it is said that Elegba, the son of Osun, became the great conduit of ase (divine energy) in the Universe.

Yep, all the way me.

You might be asking, “How do you know this is what is happening Amy?” “How can I grow my abilities or gifts?” “Can anyone do this?” “Is this of the devil?”

Haha, I know there’s someone out there who will ask or make that last statement. My response is it depends on the person and how they use their conduit abilities. Are they of darkness or of light? Do they wish to heal or to be destructive? ☯ Yin vs Yang. Good vs Evil. Also, who or what are they channeling?

I love creator and all the great wisdom masters who walked this earth 🌎 to bring love & light. Each section of the earth has their own beliefs and religion. The base of each is love. Humankind has set rules to match their society to keep control over the population. In most cases it has worked. It also fuels judgements from religious folks and fear of the all knowing magical loving creator that is Divine love and light. Those who do not follow as other’s believe then they do not know the true way to God! 🙃

So they say.

If you go out into nature and be still or just take a moment out of your day and silent your thoughts, you open up to the loving creator whom you carry within your being, your very essence. You open up to being a conduit by receiving creators energy of love and light. If you practice you can channel divine messages from angels and passed loved one’s. Be a healer, a message bringer or draw inspiration to create art.

The body is made up of water and electricity. Everything living and non living is made of energy. Being open to the natural energy all around us is nothing new. Humans since beginning of time have been able to be a conduit to this energy. As the advancement of science and technology has been developed here on earth, humans close off this natural openness. It has become Non Normal to be open. How sad that is. I am grateful to be an open conduit that can channel the divine wisdom and truth of divine.

Once you let go of the cap placed upon your head by the human experience on earth, you too can be a conduit to this energy and wisdom of divine.

Thank you for your stopping by to read my words.

Love and light.

Blessed Be So Mote It Be

AMEN AMEN AMEN

Amy Ruth Emam

This morning January 7th, 2020; I had the most important moment in life, aside from having my son. I first stirred at the sounds of my friends the crows near my window chattering wildly until I acknowledged them n said, “Okay, enough, I need sleep please.” I felt like they were telling me of something that was wrong. A warning of sorts. Or were they trying to wake me? 🤷🏼

I drifted back off to sleep for like an hour or two. When I slowly came back to this plane of consciousness I was hearing softly at first, Ommmmmmmmm…….. Yeah, I am serious. I visually saw in my minds eye monks in a circle om’ing. I felt them and heard them. There were other noises like trucks going by n cars. All around me was Om! I started in with them as I sat up. ‘What is this?’ I asked myself. I still am not sure. I wrote to The Holiness himself asking why I would hear this and what it means. Then a friend of mine who is in Tibet and is nephew to The Holiness, I messaged him. He hasn’t gotten back to me yet. I feel like maybe it has to do with my journey with the Celestial Dragons. I am not a Buddhist ☸. I have studied and respect all religions including Buddhism. My soul wishes for universal peace. I felt this with the Om as it washed over me. When I was little I would feel this when I would speak to Jesus. Oh wow, I just wrote that here. Yes, I would speak to Jesus when I was little. Age 3. My mom was always very sad and had a heavy heart. I would talk to Jesus about how to help her. I would tell my mom not to cry. Jesus wouldn’t want her to cry. When I was 31 I had a dream of Prophet Mohammad. He was sitting on a rock. Sunlight all around and He spoke with me. I didn’t see his face. I remember telling my ex husband who was Muslim ☪ and I not. He smiled n hugged me then kissed my forehead and told me only the chosen see him, Meaning Prophet Mohammad. I didn’t know what that meant. I still don’t.

I have always held a strong regard for all the world teachers of divine wisdom. All the well known prophets and the one’s not so treasured. There have been many who worked hard to bring love and light to EARTH. Being naturally open to divine I have been asked to do shine my own light. Be famous? No, but to help guide divine wisdom to all who seek it. Be the beacon of light for the ships needing guidance in a rocky sea. Damn with what other’s think! Some times I stop and go Really? Then my guide or the celestial being working with me smiles and says, “yes please.” ALRIGHT! Then I go write or create a image or message a soul needing a message with no fear of how weird it makes me seem.

Ommmmmmmmm…….

Here I AM! Sensing the great monks are healing the world. My assistance needed as well. Also a reminder that I am not alone. The journey is only half way done. The best is yet to come!

Thank you for joining me here taking time out to read.

Love & Light

Blessed Be So Mote It Be

AMEN AMEN AMEN

Amy Ruth Emam